Verbal Purge: A brief
book review by Julia Onnie-Hay
Yaje: the New Purgatory (Encounters with Ayahuasca)
by Jimmy Weiskopf
2005
Yaje: The New Purgatory (Encounters with Ayahuasca) is
the verbal purge of one European-American ayahuasca-drinker,
Jimmy Weiskopf, who struggles with the beautiful confusion
of the healing and consciousness-evolution the brew activates.
Part of the Villegas series on shamanic healing, the book
is the verbal purge of Wieskopf after several years of experiences
drinking ayahuasca (also called “yaje”) in South
America. The majority of Weiskopf’s testimony is based
on the time he spent as an apprentice to a well-known shaman
in Colombia, but he also draws from his study of the brew
and its uses in Peru and Brazil. This Bible-thick book (668-pages!)
is another interesting contribution to the growing genre of
non-fiction by European-Americans who have had worldview-altering
encounters with ayahuasca so profound as to subsequently move
them to share their memories and thoughts with the public.
Weiskopf’s account differs from the others in the novelesque
detail his book offers, reminiscent of the deep description
required in ethnography. The length and journal-like quality
of the work is both the shining strength and weakness.
The author was aware that his audience may have difficulty
holding concentration throughout the account, writing in the
introduction, “I hope that none of these personal details
will be considered gratuitous, for to drink yaje is to subject
oneself to an integral therapy that works on one’s body,
consciousness and spirit at the same time. This book is a
chronicle of the long process of becoming aware of oneself
that is effected by yaje, which is a mechanism of self-knowledge,
on the one hand, and, of communication with the spirits on
the other.” I personally found it difficult to keep
going after the first three hundred pages, even though my
interest in the subject is intense, being one who holds ayahuasca
as a divine medicine and sacrament. I often longed for a different
organization of the wide variety of subjects Weiskopf deals
with, including how ayahausca was made by the shamans he worked
with, accounts of specific ceremonies, reviews of past literature
about ayahuasca traditions, and ideological musing prompted
by insights gifted by the brew. A glossary would be a fine
addition to the work.
Humanity is lucky that Weiskopf decided to go ahead and
translate this work from the original Spanish it was published
in three years ago. I appreciate the attention and wary homage
Weiskopf pays to the purgatory effect of ayahuasca that most
drinkers experience. The nausea, vomiting and defecation that
the brew is in/famous for inducing is described initially
as part of the healing mechanism of yaje, but about 250 pages
later, Weiskpf adds “a word about vomiting,” then
a postscript to that, and then a postscript to the postscript.
Such structure reflects the diversity of experience and changing
interpretations of the author, who wrote that, “perhaps
the biggest obstacle for the Western mentality when it comes
to yaje is our lack of a certain poise about the experience…we
feel uncomfortable without ‘rules’; for us it
has always to be this or that. Especially in ‘spiritual’
matters we want everything to be clear-cut, and that is simply
not the way the vine works.”
In this book it is clear that ayahuasca experiences are mysteriously
subjective, that the ayahuasca-drinker’s knowledge is
never stagnant and therefore beyond conclusions. It’s
understandable that the book is long and autobiographical;
it appears that Weiskopf wrote the book as part of his processing
and integrating over a decade of experience drinking ayahuasca.
Much of that time, he was living in the “ayahuasca hut”
in the family of the shaman he was apprenticed to, and apparently
did not have much opportunity to verbalize his experience
with comrades who shared his culture and language. Read this
romantic account slowly and patiently, and know that the experiences
of ayahuasca-drinkers are as diverse and ever-changing as
the reflections of this man who courageously and generously
shares his experiences with us.
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