During the experience there was a continuous undulating or wavelike movement of all things around me or within me -- such a soft, rhythmic flow in all things -- constant feelings of bliss. I was the external fibers of a flower waving in the gentle flow. It was as though my body dissolved into tiny cells that were part of everything. There was a knowing that I must let go, let go, to allow the flow to continue, that any holding or trying to control would prevent the fluidity of life, would stagnate life.

I gave so much love and forgiveness to those who were around me that I became love -- I didn't know there was so much in me.

I kept repeating "Just let go, just, let go!" and as I let go I could feel the cells in my body moving towards healing. I became aware of placing my hands on various parts of my body in need of healing. The healing as occurring physically -- I was the healing and I witnessed the healing. I didn't want to end this beautiful state, but I remembered my promise.

Afterwards, I was amazed at my own possibility -- that there even existed such a bliss. I kept closing my eyes to return to the state.

The following morning, I realized that the very sore throat and painful shoulder had improved tremendously; they continued to get better in the following days.

For several days everything was so soft and gentle. There were moments of feeling the wavelike movements again, especially in breathing and experiencing Nature. I was looking through new eyes, knowing the most incredible fullness was possible. As the days passed, the memory didn't fade, but things seemed flat in comparison. I want that blissful state to be in me always. I am so honored to have had that experience, and to know the choices and possibilities there are for me.

(Editor's note: her doctor reported an overall major improvement in her health since her Adam experience.)

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