On the Adam I had an experience of loving myself completely. There was no question but that I loved myself and that love was the backdrop of life.

The next day I wrote: My love, I am with you as you play. I Am you. I love you. Be tender today. Let your heart open to the love I show to you. You are the most precious prize here. You are that which the universe turns for. Awake. Breathe. Live in abundance. Together we live our dreams. Now that you have discovered the I that was already here, I may play with you, as one. Live freely. I shall take us to the stars. There will be no us. Do not forget me. These love poems are the entrance to forever. I will come to you again soon.

And someday soon we shall go to other universes, and see and understand greatly. Learn as much as you can here. Open up as much as you can, and always love change. I have loved you through your tears. I have loved you through the hatred. I have loved you through the passion and insecurity.

Beingness is JOY. This age of beauty shall bring a change of, attitude. No longer outside beauty but the inner heart, the beauty of the soul. Unlimited beings. Acceptance. Joy. Adventure. All shall come to hear of the awakening Christus...the joy within each of us, that we shall soar again and again.

Never mind what they think. They may call you weird and crazy. Yet they see the Joy. They are drawn to your light. Breathe and let the light in, in to them and to you. You need only love them for I shall work wonders. We shall go and bring light into the planet.

I see aura lights. Unlimited vision. Joy -- opening up to the experience of Joy. I will send great money straightaway, and love to season the soul. We long for the experience of opening up and becoming one with one another. The heart opens so that there is no thing between the two bodies now. The experience of Joy shall be ours, an upward, spiral growth, an ever unfolding feeling and emotion. Though I speak of you/l/we/ours, we are one. The awakening Christus has the remembrance of all that is inside.

Yet no longer shall we be separated, you and I. I am here for you always I shall take you from this plane when we are done. Yes, we can come back, of course, yet we shall be together. It is a very great lesson that you have learned, to allow me through you, to allow me into your life. We are returned together as One, to grow faster now into that which you want to be.

The following day:

I now feel and know that I am the eyes, ears, feelings of the spirit. I feel so safe, so protected. The Holy Spirit is myself. There is no mystery anymore. We are here to do, to feel exuberant. My soul has taken me through all of the growth emotions, to bring me back to the lovely place where I am now. And the holiness is me. I am holy, for the grandeur to which my soul aspires now is Joy.

We are here to experience, to do what our thoughts are, to manifest. I now have safety, security, when I am scared: I turn to my soul. I AM. Still, I used to be afraid of that. My soul is split from a soul that we will merge with again, my soul mate. That is there. That is not as important to me -- yet -- as finding my own self. Yes, that soul mate is myself, too. I revel in the insight into feelings, in sadness, in joy. The breast opens and movement stirs in my heart. I breathe through my heart. The center of gravity has shifted in my body.

I turn to my soul. I long to hear its sweet voice again, to speak as my soul, to move consciously as my soul, my self. After making love with my lover, my Self told me that we would learn how to enjoy pleasurable love and that I should open up so that I could teach myself. I spoke of love to myself, to be able, loving, far different from what I had experienced before. The words were about how I would learn that people loved me; and I him, and much love through love making. The song of Govinda, Hare Rama, played for me. I went into love, back to myself. Words of pleasure.

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