My friendship with the physician, psychiatrist, and writer Walter Vogt, M.D.,
is also among the personal contacts that I owe to LSD. As the following
extract from our correspondence shows, it was less the medicinal aspects of
LSD, important to the physician, than the consciousness-altering effects on
the depth of the psyche, of interest to the writer, that constituted the theme
of our correspondence.
Muri/Bern, 22 November 1970
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
Last night I dreamed that I was invited to tea in a cafe by a friendly
family in Rome. This family also knew the pope, and so the pope sat at -
the same table to tea with us. He was all in white and also wore a white
miter. He sat there so handsome and was silent.
And today I suddenly had the idea of sending you my Vogel auf dem Tisch
[Bird on the table]-as a visiting card if you so wish-a book that remained
a little apocryphal, which upon reflection I do not regret, although the
Italian translator is firmly convinced that is my best. (Ah yes, the pope
is also an Italian. So it goes. . . .)
Possibly this little work will interest you. It was written in 1966 by an
author who at that time still had not had any shred of experience with
psychedelic substances and who read the reports about medicinal
experiments with these drugs devoid of understanding. However, little has
changed since, except that now the misgiving comes from the other side.
I suppose that your discovery has caused a hiatus (not directly a
Saul-to-Paul conversion as Roland Fischer says . . .) in my work (also a
large word) - and indeed, that which I have written since has become
rather realistic or at least less expressive. In any case I could not have
brought off the cool realism of my TV piece "Spiele der Macht" [Games of
power] without it. The different drafts attest it, in case they are still
lying around somewhere.
Should you have interest and time for a meeting, it would delight me very
much to visit you sometime for a conversation.
W. V.
Burg, i.L. 28 November 1970
Dear Mr. Vogt,
If the bird that alighted on my table was able to find its way to me, this
is one more debt I owe to the magical effect of LSD. I could soon write a
book about all of the results that derive from that experiment in
1943....
A. H.
Muri/Bern, 13 March 1971
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
Enclosed is a critique of Junger's Annahenngen [Approaches], from the
daily paper, that will presumably interest you....
It seems to me that to hallucinate-to dream-to write,stands at all times
in contrast to everyday consciousness, and their functions are
complementary. Here I can naturally speak only for myself. This could be
different with others - it is also truly difficult to speak with others
about such things, because people often speak altogether different
languages....
However, since you are now gathering autographs, and do me the honor of
incorporating some of my letters in your collection, I enclose for you the
manuscript of my "testament" - in which your discovery plays a role as
"the only joyous invention of the twentieth century...."
W. V.
dr. walter vogts most recent testament 1969 I wish to have no special
funeral only expensive and obscene orchids innumerable little birds with
gay names no naked dancers but psychedelic garments loudspeaker in every
corner and nothing but the latest beatles record [Abbey Road] one hundred
thousand million times and do what you like ["Blind Faith"] on an endless
tape nothing more than a popular Christ with a halo of genuine gold and a
beloved mourning congregation that pumped themselves full with acid
[acid = LSD] till they go to heaven [From Abbey Road, side two] one two
three four five six seven possibly we will encounter one another there
most cordially dedicated to Dr. Albert Hofmann Beginning of Spring 1971
Burg i.L., 29 March 1971
Dear Mr. Vogt,
You have again presented me with a lovely letter and a very valuable
autograph, the testament 1969....
Very remarkable dreams in recent times induce me to test a connection
between the composition (chemical) of the evening meal and the quality of
dreams. Yes, LSD is also something that one eats....
A. H.
Muri/Bern, 5 September 1971
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
Over the weekend at Murtensee [On that Sunday, I (A. H.) hovered over the
Murtensee in the balloon of my friend E. I., who had taken me along as
passenger.] I often thought of you-a most radiant autumn day. Yesterday,
Saturday, thanks to one tablet of aspirin (on account of a headache or
mild flu), I experienced a very comical flashback, like with mescaline (of
which I have had only a little, exactly once)....
I have read a delightful essay by Wasson about mushrooms; he divides
mankind into mycophobes and mycophiles.... Lovely fly agarics must now be
growing in the forest near you. Sometime shouldn't we sample some?
W. V.
Muri/Bern, 7 September 1971
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
Now I feel I must write briefly to tell you what I have done outside in
the sun, on the dock under your balloon: I finally wrote some notes about
our visit in Villars-sur-Ollons (with Dr. Leary), then a hippie-bark went
by on the lake, self-made like from a Fellini film, which I sketched, and
over and above it I drew your balloon.
W. V.
Burg i.L., 15 April 1972
Dear Mr. Vogt,
Your television play "Spiele der Macht" [Games of power] has impressed me
extraordinarily.
I congratulate you on this magnificent piece, which allows mental cruelty
to become conscious, and therefore also acts in its way as "consciousness-
expanding", and can thereby prove itself therapeutic in a higher sense,
like ancient tragedy.
A. H.
Burg i.L., 19 May 1973
Dear Mr. Vogt,
Now I have already read your lay sermon three times, the description and
interpretation of your Sinai Trip. [Walter Vogt: Mein Sinai Trip. Eine
Laienpredigt [My Sinai trip: A lay sermon] (Verlag der Arche, Zurich,
1972). This publication contains the text of a lay sermon that Walter Vogt
gave on 14 November 1971 on the invitation of Parson Christoph Mohl, in
the Protestant church of aduz (Lichtenstein), in the course of a series of
sermons by writers, and in addition contains an afterword by the author
and by the inviting parson. It involves the description and interpretation
of an ecstatic-religious experience evoked by LSD, that the author is able
to "place in a distant, if you will superficial, analogy to the great
Sinai Trip of Moses." It is not only the "patriarchal atmosphere" that is
to be traced out of these descriptions, that constitutes this analogy;
there are deeper references, which are more to be read between the lines
of this text.] Was it really an LSD trip? . . . It was a courageous deed,
to choose such a notorious event as a drug experience as the theme of a
sermon, even a lay sermon. But the questions raised by hallucinogenic
drugs do actually belong in the church-in a prominent place in the church,
for they are sacred drugs (peyotl, teonanacatl, ololiuhqui, with which LSD
is mostly closely related by chemical structure and activity).
I can fully agree with what you say in your introduction about the modern
ecclesiastical religiosity: the three sanctioned states of consciousness
(the waking condition of uninterrupted work and performance of duty,
alcoholic intoxication, and sleep), the distinction between two phases of
psychedelic inebriation (the first phase, the peak of the trip, in which
the cosmic relationship is experienced, or the submersion into one's own
body, in which everything that is, is within; and the second phase,
characterized as the phase of enhanced comprehension of symbols), and the
allusion to the candor that hallucinogens bring about in consciousness
states. These are all observations that are of fundamental importance in
the judgement of hallucinogenic inebriation.
The most worthwhile spiritual benefit from LSD experiments was the
experience of the inextricable intertwining of the physical and spiritual.
"Christ in matter" (Teilhard de Chardin). Did the insight first come to
you also through your drug experiences, that we must descend "into the
flesh, which we are," in order to get new prophesies?
A criticism of your sermon: you allow the "deepest experience that there
is" - "The kingdom of heaven is within you"-to be uttered by Timothy
Leary. This sentence, quoted without the indication of its true source,
could be interpreted as ignorance of one, or rather the principal truth of
Christian belief.
One of your statements deserves universal recognition: "There is no
non-ecstatic religious experience." . . .
Next Monday evening I shall be interviewed on Swiss television (about LSD
and the Mexican magic drugs, on the program "At First Hand"). I am curious
about the sort of questions that will be asked. . .
A. H.
Muri/Bern, 24 May 1973
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
Of course it was LSD - only I did not want to write about it explicitly, I
really do not know just why myself.... The great emphasis I placed on the
good Leary, who now seems to me to be somewhat flipped out, as the prime
witness, can indeed only be explained by the special context of the talk
or sermon.
I must admit that the perception that we must descend "into the flesh,
which we are" actually first came to me with LSD. I still ruminate on it,
possibly it even came "too late" for me in fact, although more and more I
advocate your opinion that LSD should be taboo for youth (taboo, not
forbidden, that is the difference . . .).
The sentence that you like, "there is no nonecstatic religious
experience," was apparently not liked so much by others for example, by my
(almost only) literary friend and minister-lyric poet Kurt Marti. . . .
But in any case, we are practically never of the same opinion about
anything, and notwithstanding, we constitute when we occasionally
communicate by phone and arrange little activities together, the smallest
minimafia of Switzerland.
W. V.
Burg i.L., 13 April 1974
Dear Mr. Vogt,
Full of suspense, we watched your TV play "Pilate before the Silent
Christ" yesterday evening.
. . . as a representation of the fundamental man-God relationship: man,
who comes to God with his most difficult questions, which finally he must
answer himself, because God is silent. He does not answer them with words.
The answers are contained in the book of his creation (to which the
questioning man himself belongs). True natural science decipherin of this
text.
A. H.
Muri/Bern, 11 May 1974
Dear Mr. Hofmann,
I have composed a "poem" in half twilight, that I dare to send to you. At
first I wanted to send it to Leary, but this would make no sense.
Leary in jail
Gelpke is dead
Treatment in the asylum
is this your psychedelic
revolution?
Had we taken seriously something
with which one only ought to play
or
vice-versa . . .
W. V.